JUNE TENTH, 2025

Well the rumors were wrong I guess, Lady Gaga’s bringing the Mayhem Ball to Tokyo in JANUARY which is so much sooner than I was prepared for, ticket lotteries open THIS fucking month and UGH. I wanted to be able to save for tickets but noOoOoOooO I don't know when I'll ever be able to start putting money away for AnyThing, like hopefully one day I won't be a single incident away from landing back in the gutter lmao Definitely not precarious at all I love living on the edge. I want to be fiscally literate and stop spending but oh my god everything from cleaning to seeing friends just drains my account each month, am I supposed to stop living, is that it??

At least I’ve been sleeping better, even during the "week". I've come to despise this wack ass scheduling that rarely gives me two days off consecutively but I suppose that’s the price of working a cool job that doesn’t make me hate being alive. Plenty of other things going on that make me hate being alive already. Being able to get up, relax and do my makeup in the morning helps combat that. Also, the hydrangeas! I love the rainy season of early summer.

Oh and I don’t think my links out are working right now because of the iframe contraption I love so much but I’ll see to that… soon... and I haven't uploaded my perfume page because I got bored.